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如果有个女孩叫你老公了，那说明她想和你在一起一辈子，因为老公

Now I knw more infor liao... haha he is 1988 and she is 1989. erm.. 读 了他们的爱情日记就觉得他们真的很恩爱:) then I suddenly have alot of memories with dear and wish that I have also written down so that I can show to my children too :) really really miss dear. How I wish I have not been so 任性 and listen to him then all this will not happen again. This time I really have to blame myself for all that happen.

但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨

做人已經那麼累 所以我放弃你的人但是没有放弃愛你

haha finally knw something... 原来真是我想太多. found Ah Lun fb profile then knw he engaged. haha he look very happy with his 老婆. And I think both of them are very young mah... maybe same age as me or older by 1-2 yrs. I guess he is born on 1988 bah... erm.. was wondering shld add him in fb anot? kind of weird I think. see how 1st. don't think want to make friend with him liao bah... very funny leh! anw just wish he and his wife 幸福快乐 :)

back to blog.at least this week is not too bad. kind of slowly use to the working environment there bah... slowly slowly start to mingle ard with my colleague. then yst went to have dinner with yy and ching jie. cause she accompany and help us till finished our work. thank :) then she also brought us to eat. oh then I found out that she actually same homeland as " dear"; but different state. so hit well with her :) actually supposed to go out with ry to buy Christmas exchange gift. but in the end have to ot.

oh then i think got this guy - I think his name is yee lun erm... but people there call him ah lun. he give a look, sound very like ah meng leh! then another person sound so like ah keong. was wondering is it I kind of miss them that's why I find these people so sound and look like them? I very long time nv see both of them liao. But yst got call frm ah meng lar... so kind of meeting him soon if can :) but I think he busy dating his new gf i think. haha:) maybe have to call ah koeng soon if not later he going to say me agn!

erm... maybe I think too much.... I think he kind of think that I like him or he like yy. erm... cause I kind of find him not bad looking in the company. so will like look at him. so he will sometime also like look back. then he very weird.... or shld say funny. cause he always have a usual sit in the canteen then a few days ago, he change his siting place which is like back face us or sit in the centre of his grp of friend i assume. then I want to fill water he also wanted but he saw me going 1st, he went to sit back agn. then yst he kind of go back to his usual sitting position cause I don't face him and yy is facing him.  I really think he like yy. anw I dun care lar... I only want make friend with him. and I knw my feeling and love for " dear" will always be there. cause no one can treat me the same way as he treated me.

finally got time to use com. seriously 1st week of attachment then so sian and tired. every day have to wake up super early then reach home so late. seriously lack of sleep. :( wonder how am I going survived for 3 mths...

everyday I am missing you... missing having you by my side... missing you accompany back home... seriously missing you... really wish I am strong enough... but I am not... not able to hold on to this anymore till I finally give in and up on  you and myself. But one thing I know for sure is that my love for you is always there be it wherever you are.

finally back to this space. have been busy lately doing poster, report, AES etc past few days.haha finally it is over :)  OMG going to end of my FYP really soon! going to miss all of them :(

anyway just some of the update, yst meet parent for dinner at House of Seafood at blk 88. because it is to celebrate my birthday.

then sat when out with dear to celebrate with me :)  lazy to upload here, so can be found in fb.

sun meet dear in the morning, before meeting aiting, hazel, lynnette. they all to help me celebrate my brithday :) thank alot :)

then actually alot of things just happen. wondering how to tackle the problem...

yes tmr holiday. can slack awhile. but poster, report have only less than 1 week to do. damm it! anyway today I cook lunch for dear and he also make lunch for me. haha :) actually he wanted to make for me if he on leave. then yst we suddenly talk abt ah ming cook for his gf cause he went to meet him then I say so good ah. then he say he make for me today. haha so since he make for me, then I also make for him. so today in the morning went to buy ingredient.

really miss my dear very much :(

I found this on chelsea's blog which I think it describe my feeling right now.

"That funny ache in your heart, the feeling so miserable as though nothing’s going right. 
All that pent up negative energy, that manifests in your heart and through every part of your body.
You’re struggling inside, but something tells you to hang in there.

Considering how we started out;

‘Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we’ve felt the worst
and most of all it’s built to last. "